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Monday, December 31, 2007

The Beginning & The End

Just cos it's the last day of 2007 i decided to start a new blog, public one this time. Private one will be kept for more urm secretive thoughts. hurr.

It's amazing how time flies. Now my age starts with a 2, and i'm almost halfway done with uni, and 12 months just past like that. I can still remember so vividly everything that happened the entire year. okay not everything kinda everything, but like most i guess.

2007 has been a year of ups and downs i guess. The bad memories would fade, but i'm thankful for the good ones, which i will remember for a long time. Learnt much about myself in the year. And i think i've kinda curbed myself from being an emotional freak. I think i'd lost a couple of friends but i'd forged new friendships as well. Sometimes i still think of mending those broken friendships, but i think i'm not ready and do not have enough courage as yet. Maybe more time would do everyone good, i dont know if thats right to think of it that way. Being active in church helped me rediscover myself a little bit more, and next year would be a different year altogether. I'm still learning how to open up more to some church friends because sharing is good and i know they are able to understand and give advice from a christian's viewpoint. Sometimes its not so easy tryin to balance church life and other stuff. I just hope people can try to understand at least. and i think it's really qt joyful doing church work. I'm also learning to trust, and i think i need to discern who are my friends and who are not really my friends. Honestly, i dont like people to say "i love u" or "i miss u" when they dint even try to keep in touch. Seems pretty hypocritical to me. But im getting immune to that all. Guess i've matured a bit. hurr. :)

Dint do very well especially the last sem. I shall be motivated to study really hard next year on! I want to get at least a 2nd upper hon. This dec hol was great though, with the Cambodia trip & Bangkok trip. Im still missing the village kids, those pretty faces and cute expressions :) i wonder if moi kim still remembers my name. And if moi lee is bathing naked infront of his garden now. Many fond memories from the trip and i think only those who went for the trip would understand. Bangkok was lovely with the shopping. I think i went kinda crazy, i mean waking up at 5am in the morning jus cos we wanted to shop. =) Well but no more shopping for the next 3 months or so? Hee and i can wear new clothes everyday for a month! hahha. coolshit.

Okiedokes i'm goin out alreadyy. Steamboat tonight yummy yum. oh have i mentioned that i gained weight this year too. dangg. And i'm still a lazy worm who refuses to go run my fats off. And i still love to eat. :)

Anyhow, HAPPY 2008!

11:41 AM ♥


31 Dec 2007

The last of 2007 is here.

2:31 AM ♥