Monday, March 29, 2010
shes said we gotta hold on to what we've got
it doesnt make a difference if we make it or not
we've got each other and thats alot
for love, we'll give it a shot...!
oh, we're halfway there
oh oh living on a prayer
take my hand we'll make it i swear
wo oh living on a prayer...
this rockish song is actually a romantic love song.
Sunday, March 28, 2010
its holy week. good friday and easter is approaching so soon.
but somehow i feel not quite at ease... many things on my mind.
many questions i have, but still i'll trust. i have to.
for the first time in a long while - SIGH.
i want to be like ethan and just sing twinkle twinkle little star. it doesnt even matter if i miss a word or go offkey.
i dont like growing up. just look at the many people (adults) around us, most of which are 2faced hypocrites, or cowards with no opinion of ur own, or just people floating around with no dreams no ambitions. i dont wish to be any of these but im afraid sometimes i am.
dont quite know what im rambling about. grraah. out.
Friday, March 26, 2010
i feel so tired. :c
one blessing to note today: i (or rather, a friend) found my almost-lost thumbdrive!
well it wasnt like there was anythg precious inside, mainly stuff i had to print plus work backup docs. but stillll. my pink flowery thumbdrive. lol
got back my phone today. but i think my ipod's down or smth. zzz whats with me and gadgets?
sigh im really very sleepy now. stupid weather and commitments, commitments.
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
we are only humansi only realized today that i really enjoy my tuesday classes. c:
two of the most useful and enjoyable classes ive had so far, and surprisingly, they are the ones i'm taking 'alone'!
damn amused in the morning class, we played a super warped fun game! yocataca = yellow 3. go figure.
and i was enlightened in the afternoon. no buying of UTs! shall just learn how to buy ETFs and bonds for now. which brings to mind i should check how my ILP has been faring.. hmm been wanting to but i always forget!
looking forward to stayhome wednesday tomorrow!
aka sleep till noon wednesday. 8)
Sunday, March 21, 2010
You made our hearts for Yourself o lord
enlighten us in all that we do...
...our hearts are restless until they rest in You.
Special
what a sweet saturday.
counting kites (numm, tooo, treee, foor, fii, sek, saven..), playing hide&seek (where where!), and talking babyish (ooh coo coo ah ah goo goo).
and the evening was spent whipping up a humble little meal (with a mountain of mash).
a special day spent with the most special people, in the simplest of ways.
i really like that.
and
iloveyoutimesinfinitytothepowerofinfinityplusone.
Friday, March 19, 2010
so excited yet so many question marks....
boooo!! :c
Thursday, March 18, 2010
cashflow game was a waste of time (since we cant get the $100) but we still learnt some lessons:
1. babies are liabilities. hahahha. but of cos in real life, we know they are inevitable and part of the game.
2. some of us cant even get out of the rat race even when we're 65
3. its not easy taking risks! every cent count. especially if we're using the bank's money.
:c
the real rat race will probably begin in a couple of months' time.
how long will it last?
really so much to think about after we're out of school.
it'll no longer be as simple as just spending within the pocketmoney given.
graah.
and guess what, university fees are on the hike.
imagine in 20-25 yrs time....
time to start saving! i will do so next yr.. after saving up my emergency funds of 10k.
k gotta work hard n have 10k in my savings by dec this yr!
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
im thinking of how to get my universal studio tickets....
D;
ahh.
anyways it has been a good day. i feel quite effective today, somehow. lol
Friday, March 12, 2010
im feeling alot of pent up anger and frustrations tonight.
its like im remembering every bad moment.
why cant u just love me for me?
i feel like disappearing. i need peter pan to take me to neverland.
Savor.
Our days are full of many things, most of which are common things that we each do every day. We often take for granted the common things in our life because they have become such a natural thread of our day to day life. It is often not until we feel the absence of the common things in our life before we once again appreciate them.
When was the last time that you savored that which you ate? Many days we are shoving food in our mouth in between meetings, phone calls and other activates and not taking the time to enjoy the variety of tastes that cross our pallet. Even when we do have time to sit down and enjoy a meal, we often do not slow down our eating process enough to enjoy the delicate taste of what we are eating. Watch someone who tastes something as simple as peanut butter for the first time and observe the pure joy they derive from the taste that they experience. Move to a different part of the world where you cannot readily get one of your favorite foods and note how when you do get to once again taste that which you have missed, how much you savor that taste, how joyful you feel as your taste buds are caressed and how you savor the smell of this food.
We also often take for granted those in our life whom are closest to us. We go through our days, simply assuming that they will be there again tomorrow. In do so, we often forget to look deeply into their eyes and make a connection, we forget to smile at them or reach out and touch them as they walk past us. We may rush out of the house without letting them know how much we love and appreciate them.
When we are intimate with our lover, we may rush though the act of making love and fail to appreciate and savor the touch, tastes, smells and nuances of each other. The art of making love is that of two people who savor each other, who shut the world out and stops time and become intimately focused, melting into each other with only thoughts of the enjoyment and love of each other.
Many people sleepwalk through their day, missing the glorious taste of water, the wonderful feeling of the sun as it heats your face on a cold winter’s day, the simple act of connecting with others in our life by making sincere eye contact or expressing themselves with kind and loving words.
Being aware of the joy found in all of the common things we do in a day and slowing ourselves down to savor the moments, the tastes, the touch, the contact of each other, the smells, etc will help to make each day of your life more joyful that you can imagine.
Today, as you eat, as you interact with other people, as you cook dinner, make the bed, do your homework, write your presentation, slow down and savor the joy that is found in all of the common things you do.
What joys in your life are you missing, taking for granted? How much are missing by doing so much so you won’t miss anything?
Joy is to found in the simplest things in your life! Make a point today to savor the flavor of life in everything you do!
i wish i am
:'cThursday, March 11, 2010
my fav show is back!
couldnt resist and watched it although my assignment's only 1/5 done.
i actually quite like s&n together - hot hot hot couple. but its really weird how their relationships in gg go round n round.. imagine dating my best friend's ex, or my best friend with my ex.. it's just so wrong!
oh wells.
loving their outfits! somehow they look very mature in this episode. but look super good anyhow!
ok enough gushing already.
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
am going to the library, fix my phone and get fatty kfc for lunch.
im actually qt sick of my phone but then i have no love for any other mobiles either.
bb vs iphone? both are not that fantastic right?
plus the whole world has those.
oh well shall just stick to my pretty but useless phone.
blaa need to finish my happiness assignment by today today today!
cannot drag no more.
and then i wonder, how many people are truly happy right now?
are you?
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
WHY isit Monday already? or rather, Tuesday.
today (ystd) i struck out a few of my to-dos.
it's quite a pleasant day, except that my time management is really terrible (i'm sorry :c).
i actually felt a bit like a workoholic. being a perfectionist makes things worse - things just have to be pretty.
oh i watched my first and probably last 3d movie. no biggie, really! and i dont like the weight on my almost non-existent nose bridge. am disappointed cos i expected to be wowed after all the hype ive heard! i guess its a good thing afterall, i can save money being contented with 2d!
ive not quite been a fan of technology anyway.
random, but i feel like shopping?
nono, need to save $ save $ save $$$$$$ !
Saturday, March 6, 2010
note to selfto dos:
1. mno 1-pager
2. mno assignment by fri
3. cp slides
4. print cp stuff
5. prepare&deliver docs (michelle, widya, derrick, shibin's fam, kester, sis)
6. elearning for mno
7. think about personal fin proj
8. settle topic for mno proj
9. watch alice in wonderland (!!)
10. tax + IT proj
i thought i had more but i cant think alr. which is good!
ok gotta strike them off one by one!
Wednesday, March 3, 2010
Sad Truth
Homework goes in the trash. Mobile phones are being used in class.
Detention becomes suspension. Soda becomes vodka.
Bikes become cars. Kisses turn into sex.
Remember when getting high meant swinging on the playground?
When protection meant wearing a helmet?
When the worst things you could get from boys were cooties?
Dad’s shoulders were the highest place on earth and Mom was your hero?
Your worst enemies were your siblings. Race issues were about who ran the fastest.
War was only a board game. And the only drug you knew was cough medicine.
The most pain you felt was when you skinned your knees, and goodbyes only meant until tomorrow?
And we couldn’t wait to grow up?”
-Author Unknown
love in my tummy
shall wake up early tmr for MACS BREKKIE DELUXE !
looks super good.
im hungry already :c
Tuesday, March 2, 2010
i'm yoursopen up your mind & see like me
open up ur plans and damn ure free
look into your heart
and you'll find that the sky is yours.
so pls dont pls dont pls dont
theres no need to complicate
cause our time is short
this is our fate
i'm yours.
wishing i have a child in the house.
or a dog maybe.
im dreaming of a perfect life, with the perfect people in it, in a perfect little house.
can life really be as i imagine..?
i can only pray.
sick of ___________...
Monday, March 1, 2010
parts of this world
Holiday plans for May are confirmed.
Money's in, no room for regrets now!
I really hope tw would turn out better than Im expecting... well if all fails, food will never fail right? hoho.
and i know bali will be fabulous. sun sea beach scooter and so much love. c:
june may be spent in prayer in france - reflection and i think i should focus on thanksgiving!
and perhaps another beach getaway to redang, for free hopefully!!
it's tempting to go aust just for the winter, but i dont think i have money nor time.
and i actually am hoping my sister would decide to on a short trip to hk with dear ethan. we can see mickey!!!! omg so fun c:
i really do love holidays. seeing places, spending good time with friends, loved ones or just self.
ok im gona dream of someplace pretty nowwww!
bedtime, nightnight*