Friday, February 29, 2008

Yours, carlyn

Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love, and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am

I am Yours, I am Yours

12:20 AM ♥

Thursday, February 28, 2008

A little picnic affair

celebrated Kyla's happy 3rd birthday at the botanic gardens.
met up with a couple of st nicks girls, checked couples out, played with dogs, and played with bubbles. & kyla's an adorable little chick with a great deal of spunk. no wonder she's al's baby.
:) :) :)

12:51 AM ♥

Wednesday, February 27, 2008

3 reports due almost simultaneously.
heeeelllppppp :(

12:44 AM ♥

Tuesday, February 26, 2008

you're my strength when im weak
you're the treasure that i seek
you're my all in all.

seeking you as a precious jewel
lord to give up i'd be a fool
you're my all in all.

JESUS lamb of god
worthy is your name
jesus lamb of god
worthy is your name.

taking my sin my cross my shame
rising again i bless your name
you're my all in all.

when i fall down you pick me up
when im dry you fill my cup
you're my all in all.

JESUS lamb of god
worthy is your name
jesus lamb of god
worthy is your name.

=)
wow what more can i ask now :) :) :)

12:34 AM ♥

Sunday, February 24, 2008

cos i want nothin more than to sit outside heaven's door & listen to you breathing.
that's where i wana be.

1:33 AM ♥

Saturday, February 23, 2008

Because you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Will you need a blue sky holiday?
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on

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nothing bad really happened today, really. but it just feels like a bad day
grumpy moody stressed upset, at nothing.
oh damnit. =(

is it me or whats this all about...
i guess i need a blue sky holiday. if only i could.

12:18 AM ♥

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

wah what a happy photo :D taken a while back...twas prata! i rmb.

mr jabo jabo with specs. haha.

cutest wrapper ever! it has funny drawings and words like "my little angel". awww =]

yuum yuums, i love dim sum!

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yays its gonna be mid term break soon! (after tmr).
cant really rest, per se. but well at least no need to feel tired everyday. well its time to catch up on work! seriously, think 4 webcasted lectures, apb report draft, biz pol report, geog report. AND a million readings.
ok i feel busy alr. better start planning soon!

10:50 PM ♥

Monday, February 18, 2008

blessed

2nd sunday of Lent has past already, but yet ive done no reflections at all.
havent went for confession last month too. dang.
have been laggin behind my bible readings and daily devotions. everyday im just sayin hi morning & good night God. gee i really do need more quiet time.

and theres so much i need to change. not just my actions and thoughts, but perception on life too.
how can i ever forget how blessed ive been.
to have my prayers answered one by one. in His time, yes indeed.

Amen to a friend lost and found.
Amen to opportunities to learn and grow in so many ways.
Amen to a family i know will always be there.
Amen to him who still loves me.
Amen to them who make me laugh and feel so comfortable.
Amen to the many things i have but take for granted.

and so I should start being thankful for what I have, instead of focusing on what I dont.
jealousy, envy, greed; these are all unnecessary.
all the silly thoughts, throw them out of your head! why make your life miserable when you can be happy : )

but yeah it isnt easy sometimes. so i shall try!
that big guy up there, well He really ♥s me. He ♥s you deep deep too. More than we could ever know. Much much more. oh wow.

10:20 PM ♥

Sunday, February 17, 2008

oh wow, have not been in a so great a mood today.
morning i got pissed. afternoon was just fine. and now im just feeling upset again.

damnit, i need an overdose of chocolates & potato chips for me to feel a tinge better. and then yeah i'll prob end up with sore throat or fever or some rubbish and i'll feel like shit again.

whos gonna be there when i'm down and out? :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(

9:23 PM ♥

Friday, February 15, 2008

the classic

this sexy thing now belongs to me :D

oh honey i love the way you look & feel! teehee.

2:07 PM ♥

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

i just have to blog about something now. this crazy weirdass guy scolded me on the mrt train today cos i was eating seaweed!!!! "DO YOU KNOW YOU CANNOT EAT & DRINK ON THE TRAINNN?!?!" omg ok i know its not really right to eat in the train but its just a snack! and how can he just scream in my face! n im not accusing him of being crazy, but he really is i think! he acted really retarded & looked freaky too. even the aunties who sat opp me did e crazy action n told me to ignore him. eeks. n when i saw him approaching me i was so freaked out. somemore scream at me! o goodness. if he came any nearer to me i swear i'd scream.

sometimes i really dont know if i should sympathise with such ppl. o gosh.
anyhow ok enough ranting. i better get going to do my 3111. o dear, 9am tut tmr :(
gotta squeeze with the morning working crowd again. ugh.
but well cant wait to end lessons tmr :)
its time to unwind myself for the next 2 days! oh yeah.

10:31 PM ♥

omgosh i was just looking at my photos.... (as usual) and while smiling at my cambodia pics i saw some really really cute pics of the little ones. i wish i could be right next to them hi-5ing them, or braiding the girls' hair, pinch their cheeks or just hold their tiny hands. those round bright eyes, angelic smiles, and the childlike innocence. omg i feel like huggin a kid right now, like any kid! HAHA o goodness i think i sound a little paedophilic. but i really really adore kids. cant wait to play with mini-carlyns next time! hahahaha.

teehee. uber cute. now dont tell me that dint make you go AWWWW.

sweet dreams, all. :) :) :) :) :) :) :)

12:29 AM ♥

Sunday, February 10, 2008

the dearest freaks met up to celebrate mf/beng's 21st yst! as usual, it was hell fun, filled with FOOD & LAUGHTER & needless to say, LOVE. :) its a picture story post :)

beng & i were late....so while waiting for the rest to come back to the mrt station to mt us, we decided to urm, take neo print. hahaha.

HAPPY 21st BENG! stop being so grumpy lars.

where we lunched!

amanda wanted us to bai nian.. so well here goes. hurr

group photo!

& our yummy lunch!

yumms!

qian yi

and my cute freaks, haha

acting tourists...wads new.

told you.

as if we werent full enough, joyce & myself decided to have another big roll of sushi. haha!

then we walked to chinatown

& ended up at..charms heaven!

you wouldnt believe it. we spent more than 2hrs there looking and choosing charms, chains, etc etc. it was crazzzzzyyy. but gosh some charms r just so cute! :)

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and yeah then we went backk. and ive decide which new phone im gna get! nokia classic come to mama. :) i've decided against the LG phones. most likely gettin my phn on wed. im excited! its gna be a great week. lalala

ok but for now ive to do some sucky tutorials. sucker.

5:23 PM ♥

Saturday, February 9, 2008

i realised i'm quite dependant on people.
in a sense that i hate being alone...
but i'm more independant these days already. i think.

sigh so much work to do over the weekend. but i dont feel like doing =(
it just feels wrong doin work during cny !

but i guess it cant be helped.
i wish i cld slp n slack all day long. hahaha i like being lazy.

12:28 AM ♥

Wednesday, February 6, 2008

LETS DANCE

pretty poster :)

sheila & nini

sharon & val

enid !

the dancefloor !

notice the color coding ? haha. totally unintended

angelyn! whos so strong she can carry me hahaha.

the boys. who're always so slow at learning dance steps. bahaha. kiddings!

doin our thing behind the console. with our very own dreamgirls!

& angelyn again haha. similar poses without sayin a thing. telepathy man. & i love the lighting at the back. so pretty.

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yup thats all for photos frm our first event... which went really well im so glad it did. :)

anyway its CNY eve tonight.

i think i have quite alot of work to do this cny break. such spoiler.

o well anyhow HAPPY CNY all! enjoy the goodies, wearing new clothes & not forgetting the ang baos.
k im gna watch the ch8 show with my parents alr. bye! =)

10:45 PM ♥

Sunday, February 3, 2008

n i just rmbed father talking to me n sharon ystd abt how he can love people so much that he wouldnt ever get annoyed or angry.
its like hes always loving him/her.

thats just so amazing. cos i always get pissed. or jealous. or annoyed. or sad. or smth. haha.
goodness i want to love n be loved in such a manner...
makes me think.

and then theres the friendships issues also. i asked him, if i keep mkg effort n the other party doesnt, what should i do with the friendship. n he said just dont care. cos the other party doesnt deserve it.
how true.
now i get it. :)

11:32 PM ♥

wooo its sunday
and its been a busy busy weeeeek
with sch, projs, tutorials & church!

tough week man but well it was fun towards the end. :)
been dancing for the past 3 days n its fun!! hahaha. and we're learning salsa now!
seems more fun learning with these guys than when i learnt last year n i think the instructor's really cool. (& hot as quoted by enid) haha. its a she anyway, and shit shes damn skinny cannn.
o man n we had tiramisu & choc punch with ice cream aftr salsa just now.
talk about wanting to be skinny.
danggg i just keep eatin eatin eating these days. and CNYs coming....and im gonna eat even more. goodness. fat fat. haha but food's just damn yummy. ok i think im sounding like some retarded glutton already. hurr. ok! shall swim sooooon. n i think i nd to start doing push ups my arms are getting flabby. its sad when i see my fat arms in pictures cos my arms used to be damn skinny. but now its all flabs. eeek.

ok so yeah the fun's over. now i gta do some work alr... first presentation of the yr tmr! biz pol. and then theres asia pac to settle... and also geog report. hmm what else... o yeah corp acctg & reporting as well. wah that module's like a killer im damn scared.
and its so horrid this sem, theres tons tons tons of readings to do... i dont know if i'd ever get dwn to reading them all.
but i better do. yeah i have to.

pictures up soon. :) haha i just thought of dreamgirls beyonce and the such. they r damn cute. hahahs :D

XOXOXO!

4:37 PM ♥