Friday, May 29, 2009
Carlyn can drive!Just for record's sake, today marks the day i got my driving license! Like FINALLYYYYY. I refuse to disclose how many times i've taken the test. :) but anyway, main point is that i finally can drive! so give me a car? hee
and well i was really nervy today. and i decided to stop asking God to let me pass, but just be satisfied knowing that God is always with me and trust in His guidance. during practice in the morning i was damn upset cos i kept knocking the kerb of this S course thingy in the circuit. but guess what! my tester totally skipped the S-course and did everything else!!! my fears were unfounded... so yeah i was really surprised and felt very thankful and blessed :)
before the test, the song blessed be the name of the Lord just kept playing in my mind.
these lines meant the most to me:
You give and take away
You give and take away
My heart will choose to say
Blessed be Your name!!
Indeed, everything is from the Big One up there :)
1:50 PM ♥
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
tell me a secreta secret i thought i'd never tell, please keep it safe for me.
Heal my heart and make it clean
open my eyes to the things unseen
show me how to love like you have loved me
break my heart for what breaks Yours
everything i am for Your kingdom's cause
as i walk from earth to eternity
11:34 PM ♥
Saturday, May 23, 2009
BuzzHiiiii ! I tried blogginh on blackberry this noon at work but somehow i dint know how to do it :( anyway no i dint buy blackberry la not so rich and tech savvy, but just got it for a trial hee. but if i lose it im so dead. so no, its gotta be safe & sound.
so welllll one week of work has passed. it's actually pretty alright, i'm doing things that i'm so familiar with. Checking format of paragraphs!! hahahah its like doing reports all over again, just that its many many reports. So no sweat, i think i handled that ok. Just hope i dint miss out anything... So work's fine, except that waking up is such a chore!! it's my biggest challenge. i really hate waking up early.... and i just end up snoozing for half hour more. so dumb. ah well im rambling, but please allow me. oh yea i went to watch some funny basketball team Harlem Globetrotters on mon and they were quite cool really, much more interesting than normal basketball? haha.
hmmm so ya these days im just trying getting used to the working hours. and ive decided to utilise the gym in the building during lunchtime when i'm all alone, which is prob 2x a week! so yes i hope to slim down soon. it'd be gym + fruits for lunch. i hope i stick to it. i feel so unfit these days. so lousyy.
so yeah hope everyones good n all. i'm feeling very at peace with myself today and i think thats a good thing. love it when everything falls in place and it should be the way everyday.
time to cut and paint my nails. night!
12:11 AM ♥
Sunday, May 17, 2009
Summer 09Summer has kicked off with a bang, with the first week having spent with all my favourite people. (so if i did see you last wk, you know i love you)
had a gd birthday celebration for mr eh :) i hope ure still feeling surprised though i think you surprised me more. dangg haha. but it was quite funny actually. exploring new places and just being together. and oh man, you're now one year older again.
i had fun baking a cake and getting to know my friend valerie better :)
'worked' with rita & regine and even for those few hours we can complain for forever and take the longest toilet breaks. hahah and i even met al there which was kinda weird but well still nice i guess. haha. yeah bimbo and bitchy chats once again after super long so that was fun despite the pain from heels haha
and i stayed over at my sis' place over the weekend and guess what she's pregnant again! so exciting right haha. and ethan is still ever so damn cute and amusing please :)) i love him to bits!
ah well and work begins tomorrow. i'm kinda filled with fear i guess. sigh i can already imagine how lonely and bored i'd be. just hope i have stuff to do and time will fly by so 615 will be there before i know it! but well i shall just think of the money and the value it may add on my resume to make myself feel better everyday.
will update again soon i guess. take care all, love.
9:49 PM ♥
xoxo
wow this week's gg is the sweetest ever. especially with chuck voting for blair 150x so that she can be prom queen. hahaha and how b&s are bffs even after all that they went through, of cos though their lifes are pretty much more dramatic than any of us. but it is still really quite touching. and i do hope that chuck does get with blair next episode, they are so in love, its evident! :)
s to b: "you're high school to me. all the boyfriends and mean girls and tests and teachers and our crazy mothers. we went through together, we raised each other. you're my sister."
aww this reminds me of my high sch, or rather my secondary school days.
shoulder pads may come n go, but a bff is forever. cos even when ure not sure where ure headed, it helps to know ure not alone. no one has all e answers n sometimes the best we can do is to apologise, and let the past be the past. other times we need to look to the future and know tt even when we think we've seen it all, life can still surprise us, and we can still surprise ourselves.
12:02 AM ♥
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Listenall for love, a Father came
for only love could make a way
all for love, the heavens cried
for love was crucified
oh how many times have i broken Your heart
but still You forgive, if only i asked
and how many times have You heard me pray
draw near to me
everything i need is You
my beginning my forever
everything i need is You
let me sing all for love
i will join the angel song
ever holy is the Lord
King of glory King of all
oh how many times have i broken Your heart
but still You forgive, if only i asked
and how many times have You heard me pray
draw near to me
everything i need is You
my beginning my forever
everything i need is You
all for love a savior prayed
abba Father have Your way
though they know not what they do
let the cross draw man to You
to You
everything i need is You
my beginning my forever
everything i need is You
11:36 AM ♥
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
BLINDMy madass cheatsheet is making me go blind :((
i cant read with my contacts anymore, my eyesight has deteriorated over the past 48hrs. Guess i gotta take the paper in specs on Friday. 7000 words on one side of a4! and i'm only half done. sigh, i swear i'm never gonna be an accountant. it's simply insane.
7:28 PM ♥
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
very deprived, depressed, and demoralized.
i keep wondering if i can really survive till fri. i guess i can, i mean i have to right, i simply want fri 4pm to come!
such a trying time, and corporate accounting really isnt my cup of tea. i hope my font size 5 cheatsheet is badass enough to pull me through, though i'm only 1/4 way through. i hope i have enough time :((
it really is depressing just thinking about it. i feel so dumb. puis!
8:15 PM ♥
Sunday, May 3, 2009
wheeee!!this silly naughty boy made my day today. i love it when he's around. the innocent look, smile, varying expressions, and his little 2 front teeth which will show when he give that scruched up grinning face xD
very cute.
i could simply look at him and listen to him talking / singing / whatever that he's saying.
and he's smart. he knows how to say byebye, he knows when we are going out, he knows wheres the fan, he knows wheres the pig (although he calls it duckduck).
i like it when he holds my hand, even though he often bend down n end up biting it. i like it when he knocks his head against mine, and bury his face in mine in an attempt to 'kiss/sayang' me.
he makes me feel happy when i feel so stressed and tired today. when i feel like nobody really cares. he gives me the encouragement and positivity i need.
my dear ethan, ure the best! yi yi misses u already.
11:48 PM ♥