Thursday, November 27, 2008
Hello. My holidays flew past. Actually, what holidays? A mere 4 days of slacking, shopping, and hanging out with dear loved ones.
And Mon was start of my 10 weeks of internship.
Hopefully a start to my profession as well, as an irritating auditor whom noone loves. pouts!
We had 3 days of training, first 2 days were really not too bad and useful. The best thing was we were let off EARLY ! woohoo. But today, 3rd day of training (mind you, only training, not work yet), we were let off late. Imagine tmr, the day after, the weeks after... I'm so anticipating.
Ah well. anyway, work sounds really stressful even before i'm truly experiencing it. Many many many horror stories of mean and moody seniors, clients who would bully blur looking us, and long pages of review points. So i;m only praying that i'd get nice and friendly seniors, eyecandies would be bonus definitely hee. and i'm hoping to get companies which are interesting and i see things i like. e.g. hotels or shopping centres or bras or food! hahahahaa. that would be way cool. but well, knowing me, i'm always damn sway can. so well we;ll see. haha
so yeah my feet's been dying, my toes are like half rotten already. and now we are to bring back their stupid laptop which is like 10million kg. okay i exaggerate, but its really heavy ok! i think worse than my big fat one already, so yes u can imagine.
grumbles.
ok my grumbling will never end, simply cos im such a typical singaporean right. so nth will never be good enough. hur hur. no la, o well i jus hope it wont b so bad when i start on jobs. pray that i wont be so lost and take 10 thousand hrs to cross ref when im only given half an hr. and i'd learn a whole deal and actually find passion in the job. it'd be great if i could be really interested in something i'm gonna be doing for a long time. yupp.
so yes, better not disclose where im working at here, in case ppl google and randomly come here or smth. anyway my friends n ppl who know this blog should know :)
ok time to sleep. wakey at 630am. machiam like goin school can. grumbles again.
will update more when things get exciting (or rather, sickening maybe) hahahaa
goodnight loves. please take care :)
12:08 AM ♥
Sunday, November 23, 2008
somedays, everyone seem so disappointing.
the ones i regard closest to me especially..
and then i dont feel special at all.
i'm just like any other...nth really significant.
and words seemed empty, i lose faith.
and at times i feel you either dont know what to say to me, or you dont have anything to say to me. it's just awkward. esp when i know you can talk to others abt many things so randomly and naturally.
i feel tiny.
9:46 PM ♥
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
OVERno more studying for 10 weeeeeeks!
omg im done with 5 sems. 3 to go!
time to slog & start doing OT & press calculator eeveryday.
boo im bored.
bbyeee
3:54 PM ♥
Monday, November 17, 2008
I pray for courage and strength... to be the woman God has created me to be.
I pray for smiles and laughter... that i may live in joy for my Lord.
I pray for peace and love... so i can spread His love for me by truly loving everyone around me. (this is the hardest)
And i pray for the souls in purgatory... may they suffer lesser and get to heaven sooner...
I think purgatory is scary... So is hell.
Man needs to repent... especially our generation and the younger kids these days.
We should stop piercing Jesus with our nails of sin...
3:32 PM ♥
how to survive when there's no strong foundation of TRUST, or rather zero foundation.
is this all a game of pretense? why do you need to hide?
tell me what do you want.
i feel like i need an armour all around my ever-fragile palpipating muscle.
all over again?
no episode two, please i beg you.
you don't love me.
2:11 PM ♥
faith, the size of a mustard seed...
2:05 PM ♥
Friday, November 14, 2008
bad vibes for tmr. boohoo
yet i cant seem to focus or absorb a thing. yes thats why im here.
damodaran. possess me tomorrow.
lolol. im just kidding.
10:36 PM ♥
Thursday, November 13, 2008
MESSSSSS
the inside of my mind, looks like this.with more hearts, stars and a little rainbow too.
xx
10:48 PM ♥
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
lost... for words.
:-(
2:22 PM ♥
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
Make it Through3 more papers to conquer (or to fail),
7 more days to happyness !!!!!!!!
the only things keeping me sane these days, are
- facebook games (my pretty pet dumbdumb & wordchallenge which i suck at)
- weekly dose of gg
- music
- dreams
- prayers
- photos
- phonecalls
o my, the semester is coming to an end !
i'm aging everyday.
9:47 PM ♥
Monday, November 10, 2008
okaayyy i have a law paper tomorrow morning.
and i really havent really been reading much. and reading the posts on the forum is so maddening. some people seem to be asking for the sake of it.
and i hate it when someone answers when the same answer was given alr. zzz.
no value add at all!
and for some, the english is really so bad that i DONT UNDERSTAND (okay might be cos i dint read enough, but i choose to believe the former)
it's just annoying that i gave up.
hopefully no other classmates read this space or i'll be secretly hated :(
alright im hitting my tutorials now.
directors duties, charges, financial assistance... why so ma fan. just wind up!
bleah. i miss my two baby Es. (guess who!)
9:57 PM ♥
angry; not happy; annoyed; distracted; boiling
ready to faint & die.
thanks.
12:05 AM ♥
Sunday, November 9, 2008
ugh =((((((
pissing.
10:01 PM ♥
Saturday, November 8, 2008
(sing)
i'm going to the zoo zoo zoo, how bout you you you ?!
hahahahaaa.
ZOOtime tmr with the parents + sis&co.
It's gna be the first time Ethan sees big big animals!
Egggciting :)
Don't ask me why i'm going to the zoo 2 days before my first paper.
I guess I'm just sick of studying and being stressed already.
I'm leaving it to last min mugging like shit. lol. No just kidding, i'm still doing my revisions, but not exactly extensively..
Yeah and I keep getting distracted, by facebook (wordchallenge, my pet dumbdumb), Bintan trip (I already planned what to do and how much $ to bring!), and thinking what clothes to buy after exams.
Naughty naughty me. And I woke up at 1230 just now. I'm a pigggg! Snorts.
Well guess I'm not expecting straight As (not like i ever scored those in uni anyway), I'm trusting God'll provide.
Have a pretty weekend! x)
12:45 PM ♥
Monday, November 3, 2008
today, i feel loved & blessed.
the little things that make a big difference. beams.
8:30 PM ♥
Sunday, November 2, 2008
Memories.
Bittersweet bittersweet bittersweet.
Loveletterstoyou. i read them over again.
I can hardly believe we went through all that. The tears, pain and brokenness.
The memories. And feelings which accompanied.
Somehow it seemed like you treated me best then. haha.
How come I dont have icecream and breakfast delivered to my doorstep now?
12:55 AM ♥
"relax, just breathe!"
"i cant! i have no time for oxygen!"
my exact sentiments.
12:12 AM ♥