Sunday, March 30, 2008
my weekend was pretty awesome, in a simple way.
praise and worship went PERFECT and i felt so happy during the whole thing, cos what's there not to be joyful about!
n then there was easter ball. which was quite fun too though my memory of the dance steps fail me once again. hahaha man do i lack practice.
and today was meeting again n it was qt good..abt planning n stuff. qt useful i would say. and then playing word game for a while which was qt hilarious.
yeah and apb meeting at amk just now before mtg eh to have some food before goin home.
its just a nice fulfiling weekend. :)
and somehow i felt really happy today. like everything looks nice n pretty. =)
whee
o yes, i must mention that i have 8 fish babies in my fish tank! hahaha i have no idea which silly fishie gave birth but yeah i can only count 8 now maybe there're more. i hope these babies grow bigger before i have to give the whole tank away for eh to adopt. haha. so cute fish babies. they were so tiny i thought it was an insect or smth la. o man.
yes i get quite excited with small stuff. hahaha.
alrighty its bath time n then gotta do presentation slides. boringg
10:52 PM ♥
Saturday, March 29, 2008
still feeling disappointed and unhappy, but there's nothing i can do.
i dint keep a puppy or rabbit or hamsters, all i wanted was a pretty tank with fishes and that would not stink or drop fur or shit all over the house. but apparently the need for electricity for a filter & pump would very likely result in a fire cos of 'over-heating'.
nice reasoning, mother.
yeah she said when i get married and have my own house i can keep eveything i want. u bet i would. i would have 2 dogs, a rabbit, and some fishes. and maybe more.
but right now all i wanted was some companions with me at home. guess thats impossible.
the only companions she wants me to have are my books, homework, bla bla bla.
screw this paper chase. i'm just so tired of trying my best already, cos whats the point?
i might have lost much motivation now.
1:07 AM ♥
Friday, March 28, 2008
my unreasonable mother hates all animals, fish included.
:( :( :(
byebye dear fishies.
10:42 PM ♥
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
3 presentations next week, and 2 reports & biz pol final test the following week.
=(
i wish i could be free-er, not care about school, be able to hang ard do nothing do everything. get to know some better, and do major catching up with others, and stay close with those who's always there.
right now im so caught btwn school & tuition mostly, i feel kinda bad for not going with the rest to get involved in easter octave celebrations. i just hope im not missing out much.. mmms.
theres so much going on, just gotta make sacrifices here n there sometimes. theres no room to accomodate everything, everyone.
well heres something a little exciting, i've got a fishtank already. haha i'm real quick ain i. fishes wld come in soon. =)
okie its audit timee. inventory. nice, very nice.
11:39 PM ♥
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
Easter came & went by.
twas a nice nice lunch at friends@jelita with much treasured friends. (catch the pun if you can)
:) good fellowship good food. yums
and then it was back to school. i really hate it when it pours! thank god i dint slip n fall, its one of my greatest nightmare.
nothing very exciting, but its yet another busy week.
i cannot wait for summer break.
oh oh, i'm gonna have a fish tank soon and rear fishies. haha. how entertaining.
hopefully the mother doesnt lecture me or make me flush the fishies down the toilet bowl. she doesnt appreciate furry things, so i shall try scales, but never lizards or any kinda reptiles though that'd be disgusting.
i want to make my tank pretty :) :) and i can just stare at them all night. yes my new companions to be.
music's from class95 now, its nice soothing love songs. but then the dj was telling some sad story about some lady who wrote in thinking of ending her marriage. does love really start to fail after marriage? sounds scary eh, seeing so many couples having so much problems after they get married. makes me wonder, how much confidence i should have in this thing called love.
but then again, guess you'd never know until you try it.
for now i just need to fall in love with corporate accounting. so hard to love damnit, but i shall not give up!
12:01 AM ♥
Thursday, March 20, 2008
this realization. of how sin has hardened my heart.
i need repentence. thank You for the cross, Lord.
12:46 AM ♥
Thursday, March 13, 2008
i could sing of Your love forever
i could sing of Your love forever
i could sing of Your love forever
i could sing of Your love forever
oh i feel like dancing
its foolishness i know
yeah but when the world has seen the light
they will dance with joy
like we're dancing now !
=) =) =)
11:15 PM ♥
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
haha, i was really angsty when i posted my last entry
woops!
anyway the week started out fine. for the first time in i dont know how long, i actually slept at 1130pm!
its another busy week, but definitely not as bad as last week.
its raining so much these few days, and mosquitoes are like everywhere! i have 6 bites already and they're all the big big itchy itchy kind. Singapore mozzies are greedy just like Singaporeans.
my hair is growing quite fast, its like past shoulders already.
probably would be growing it out for a while before snipping short again. its always exciting cutting hair. i had people telling me they dont recognise me cos of the hair. how silly & funny.
well n i think i'd be cutting straight short fringe the next time i cut. hurr we'll see. i'm tired of having to comb my hair to make the fringe look nice. so it'd prob be easier if i cut my fringe all of the same shortness right?
okok this paragraph sounds pretty bimbotic so i better stop it already.
nus open house this weekend, and i'd need to do some duty thingy for the ambassadors. i bet its gonna be boring, but no choice? 9am tutorial tomorrow. SIAN.
looking forward to Thurs! & Fri. =) =) it's a really random entry hahaha.
during finishing school last year, when we got so eggcited when we saw this uber cool pink vespa (i think) and din't care whose it was and ran to take photos. machiam it belongs to us. =) i'm such a kuku.
have a week fulla smiles! =)7:31 PM ♥
Sunday, March 9, 2008
sigh i feel like im constantly being on a test for patience.
people keep getting on my nerves one after another.
& i just have to keep reminding myself just be patient.
its reaaaaalllyyyy tough. zzzzzz
sometimes its really not easy at all working with people whom are kinda different in the sense of culture, habits, personalities, etc etc. i dont know if its cos ive not been too exposed to that wide range of people in my early youths cos i guess ppl in sn & ac r kinda similar in a sense.
and now i find myself working with different sorts of people, and some are really starting to drive me nuts.
why are some people just so damn weird ?!
ok i know its sorta bitchy and yeah its not nice but, its just too much now.
and yeah one thing, males are getting less gentlemanly these days. it is definitely not nice to bang on the doors to wake ppl up when you can knock nicely, neither is it very nice to throw water bombs or pillows or even peanuts at a girl's face, and why ask a girl to heavy chores when there are guys around? all these acts are just super turn off please. and mind you, these are just a few examples out of the many in which guys do not act like gentlemen at all. i would appreciate more open doors for girls first, and helping girls carry heavy stuff etc. this may all sound very sexist, but its my personal take on this, guy are just expected to know how exactly to behave. if not, dont even think of charming any girl.
pffft. ive been stressed and tired enough, it's fine if you cant understand but please dont add on to it, thanks.
7:59 PM ♥
Thursday, March 6, 2008
Past midweek and i've not felt so busy and tired for a long while.
3am bedtimes and non stop project meetings day after day is no joke.
& i'm tired !
goodness, i'm waiting for the week to end. and things should be kinda better after Mon.
Alrighty, it's back to reports! What's new. 2 down, 2 more to go!
I loved you once, needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo
10:35 PM ♥