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Wednesday, April 30, 2008

Geog stinks!

4:34 PM ♥


Thursday, April 24, 2008

to: you know who you're

thanks for dropping by today for lunch for watching gossip girl with me :D and just for being here.

i'm dead bored from all the studying.
but then again, i wonder if i've been really studying.

well its leases time!

10:03 PM ♥


Wednesday, April 23, 2008

After much rave and since I was so bored last night, I went to watch Gossip Girl on youtube. OMGGGGGGGG it's fabulous :D

Nate's hot, Serena's pretty, Blaire's bitchy & the clothes they wear are so pretty!

Great entertainment while I'm taking breaks inbtween books. :)

xoxo,
Gossip Girl !

1:31 PM ♥


Tuesday, April 22, 2008

yeyy Mac's brekkie in a matter of hours!

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3

I'm been sneezing the whole damn day, stop missing me whoever you're!
haha, okay I'm like self entertaining right now.

Sigh, I don't know how I should study. Bummer.

Anyway I'm sleepy so goodnight human beans.

1:10 AM ♥


Sunday, April 20, 2008

Love song, I love.

There's no combination of words I could put on the back of a postcard. No song that I could sing but I can try for your heart. Our dreams, and they are made out of real things, like a shoebox of photographs with sepiatone loving. Love is the answer at least for most of the questions in my heart: like why are we here? And where do we go? And how come it's so hard?

It's not always easy and sometimes life can be deceiving. I'll tell you one thing, its always better when we're together.

MMM... it's always better when we're together. Yeah, we'll look at the stars when we're together. Well, it's always better when we're together. Yeah, it's always better when we're together.

And all of these moments just might find their way into my dreams tonight. But I know that they'll be gone when the morning light sings and brings new things. But tomorrow night you see that they'll be gone too. Too many things I have to do, but if all of these dreams might find their way into my day to day scene, I'll be under the impression I was somewhere in-between. With only two, just me and you, not so many things we got to do. Or places we got to be, we'll sit beneath the mango tree now.

Yeah, it's always better when we're together. MMM... We're somewhere in-between together. Well, it's always better when we're together. Yeah, it's always better when we're together.

Mmmmm... Mmmmm... Mmmmm...

I believe in memories. They look so, so pretty when I sleep. Hey now, and when I wake up, you look so pretty sleeping next to me. But there is not enough time and there is no, no song I could sing. There is no combination of words I could say but I will still tell you one thing - we're better together.

5:20 PM ♥


Saturday, April 19, 2008

Chanel 2.55 is gorgeous.
Sigh, I can't help but admit materialism is eating me up again. =(
Sometimes I wish I was this super rich girl who has allllll the branded stuff I want.

PUIII.
I should stop dreaming and just go study before I just get totally depressed and feel deprived for no good reason.

4:28 PM ♥


Thursday, April 17, 2008

SIGH :(

8:39 PM ♥


Tuesday, April 15, 2008

♥ Father's Love Letter ♥


11:10 PM ♥


Monday, April 14, 2008

strange as it sounds, i miss... village life.
so simple. so carefree. so...happy.
i'm so glad i have over a thousand photos to remind me of those days and nights and its just so many happy happy happyyyyy memories :) :)
its like the one thing i'll never regret.
learnt so much and yes i know how blessed i am. and i wish they have more too. i really do hope they'll get more developed soon and get out of the poverty cycle.
but then again, they might actually be more blessed than us, but in a different way.
so the saying goes, ignorance is bliss, aint it?

its sometimes puzzling though, are people greedy because they lack, or because they just want more? guess it goes both ways huh. greed, such sin.

anyway eng hao's relative just passed away. sigh, i always dont know what to say or do when people lose their loved ones. i just cant imagine the pain and loss. but well, guess i can only pray she's in a better place right now without any further suffering and pain. may God claim her soul. and dear boy, chin up alrightt. God bless ur family.

God bless us all. we need his blessings and forgiveness everyday. i'm sorry Jesus. i keep failing you, and i keep goin against my words.
it's so easy to fall. but i know your power is so great and will help me overcome all stupid smelly evil things.

YOU give us new life each day. thank YOU.

11:55 PM ♥


Saturday, April 12, 2008

carlyntan (Away)

A month till Summer comes, am so loooking forward!!
As for now, it's just time to settle down focus and simply study. Study shitass hard for smelly examinations.

DO NOT DISTURB,
thank you very much.

6:20 PM ♥


Friday, April 11, 2008

everything, everything, makes me wonder.
falling short of expectations, all i can say is i'm sorry.

i remembered what had happened, and i wonder.

12:10 AM ♥


Thursday, April 10, 2008

the day went great, really awesome and happy day.

until the silent ride back, despite the blaring music from the system

maybe...
maybe....

hmm maybe.. sigh.

11:09 PM ♥


Tuesday, April 8, 2008

i can finally breathe abit !
bizpol totally struck off, apac proj down, 3111 ALMOST down.
and then i'm just left with catching up on lectures.
i think i've been so lack of sleep and been so stressed that i'm looking very chui these days :(
bad hair everyday, pimples, eyebags, eye circles darker than ever, growing fatter from all that comfort food i crave. yes you can just imagine.
i'm gonna be in this chui state until 8may.

hurr
after which i can rest all i like for 3 months and go facials, haircuts.. and be happy and be rejuvenated! hopefully i can go on a holiday too :D

alrights its time to go to school. bye!

12:02 PM ♥


Friday, April 4, 2008

the week was good. all 3 presentations amazed me. no zhaming thankfully. :)
n at least most of my groups were quite kickass. so though it can be a chore doing projs, having friendly and happy groupmates can make it not so hard to endure haha.
unlike some others who're like quite irresponsible and badtempered. yeah everyone's stress but theres definitely no need to show a face which seems to say the whole world owes u ten billion bucks, cos nobody does. and much less a need to put someone down to that extent.
teaches me patience.
and things got done ultimately so yeah thats a good thing. we just need to face reality sometimes. focus on what we have, not what we dont.

crazy weather today. one minute hot one minute cold.
my fishes are migrating tmr. and i'm yumming cha tmr. :)
i get so comforted by food. hahas.

hopefully after wed next week i can get down to proper studying. that's the one thing i haven't been doing the past 3 months.

:/

1:25 AM ♥


Wednesday, April 2, 2008


Easter Ball with the girls :]

12:17 AM ♥