Tuesday, September 30, 2008
GoogledSo paiseh. Some one googled WW and made his/her way to my blog due to my previous entry.
HAHA might be one of my classmates. Hello whoever you are x) Hurrr
One down for the week. 2more papers to go. I dont feel like studying already. but i dont want to go to work too. I cannot cannot (repeat CANNOT) imagine working OT till 12am everyday. I'll faint n die in my clients office or smth. hahahahahaa. Shit what if some interviewer sees this no one will ever hire me. hahahaha.
Omg im so lazy. How could I let sloth overtake my life!
I wonder why I'm studying accountancy. But then again, what else is left?
Question of the week: E&Y / D&T ?
I guess i'm more for the latter. Lets toss a coin to decide!
10:52 PM ♥
Monday, September 29, 2008
It is only natural that when a person votes, he does so in a manner that will benefit him personally. The law would be an almighty ass to expect otherwise.
Found this pretty damn amusing as I was reading about voting rights in Walter Woon. Almighty Ass, alright. He must be a really angsty lawyer.
hur hur.
12:17 AM ♥
Friday, September 26, 2008
BLOOM
YOU TREAT ME LIKE A ROSE
YOU GIVE ME ROOM TO GROWYOU SHONE THE LIGHT OF LOVE ON ME
AND GAVE ME AIR SO I CAN BREATHE
YOU OPEN DOORS THAT CLOSE
IN A WORLD WHERE ANYTHING GOES
YOU GIVE ME STRENGTH SO I STAND TALL
JUST LIKE A ROSE
AND WHEN I FEEL LIKE HOPE IS GONE
YOU GIVE ME STRENGTH TO CARRY ON
EACH TIME I LOOK AT YOU
THERE'S SOMETHING NEW
TO KEEP OUR LOVING STRONG
12:13 AM ♥
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
After Damadaran, Walter Woon is my current enemy. WHY DID YOU GUYS HAVE TO WRITE TEXTBOOKS!
Kill kill kill. What a killjoy.
The only good thing that happened today was EY (my fall back plan) & Subway lunch. Heh. Donned in suits & heels for two consecutive days, spotted in the bustling cbd. Why do I feel like I'm forced to grow up already? Stop, time. I need to breathe.
Tuition kid was SUPER annoying today. My patience was already running dry, he still had to push it. And I have to see him 4x this week. UGH
All this is further aggravated by my monthly production of disintegrated eggs, making me cringe in pain and disgust so often.
I'm in an awfully ugly mood. DO NOT step on my toes.
11:13 PM ♥
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
I suddenly (and i really do mean suddenly) miss the dinner I had on my birthday.That peace & serenity, privacy, music, conversation and company. Eating at such a leisurely pace. It was really a nice dinner.
I miss chilling out with everyone. Walking along orchard road, dancing in church, climbing mt faber to get to jewelbox, stoning out at the sea and skies...
I'm deprived, can't you tell?
I miss chilling out with everyone. Walking along orchard road, dancing in church, climbing mt faber to get to jewelbox, stoning out at the sea and skies...
I'm deprived, can't you tell?
10:32 PM ♥
Life is full of lots of up and downs
But the distance feels further
When its headed for the ground
And theres nothing more painful
Then to let your feelings take you down
Interviews these couple of days are kind of getting me flustered, distracted and distressed.
I'm afraid, scared I'd be disappointed. Silly yes I know. I hate talking about myself.
10:24 PM ♥
Monday, September 22, 2008
BABY E
HAHA Ethan went diving. SOOO cute right!
Happy looking kiddo. He's the cutest fishball ever.I miss this crying machine.
10:38 PM ♥
Sunday, September 21, 2008
Ahh, buck up Carlyn. Buck up.
Only through Taxation Chapter One (that's introduction, btw) and I want to evade Tax already. Not monetary sense, but I do want to escape studying this stupid boring albeit useful module.
HOW??
5 Chaps of Simon Poh, 5 Chaps of Walter Woon, 4 Chaps of rubbishMPC.
Interview(s).
Tuition 4x 2hrs.
Driving.
That's my life for this so-called recess week.
Television is so boring these days. And there's only GG once a week to ease my boredom.
Bleaaahhh. Nobody to talk to now cos somebody's watching socccccerrrrrr. :(
And my parents are so happening they dont know go where n both will be back late. Leaving me this poor daughter to be alone on a Sunday night.
Okay I should probably stop annoying you with my non-stop rambles.
BYEBYE
it's time for Tax Chap 2 !
10:11 PM ♥
MAKE EVERYDAY COUNT
Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there, to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson, or to help you figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be, but when you lock eyes with them, you know at that very moment they will affect your life in some profound way.
And sometimes things happen to you that may seem horrible, painful, and unfair at first, but in reflection you find that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, willpower, or heart.
Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness, and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, whatever they may be, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere. It would be safe and comfortable, but dull and utterly pointless.
The people you meet who affect your life, and the success and downfalls you experience, help to create who you are and who you become. Even the bad experiences can be learned from. In fact, they are probably the most poignant and important ones.
If someone hurts you, betrays you, or breaks your heart forgive them, for they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to when you open your heart. If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally, not only because they love you, but because in a way, they are teaching you to love and how to open your heart and eyes to things. Make every day count.
Appreciate every moment and take from those moments everything that you possibly can for you may never be able to experience it again. Talk to people that you have never talked to before, and actually listen.
Let yourself fall in love, break free, and set your sights high. Hold your head up because you have every right to. Tell yourself you are a great individual and believe in yourself, for if you don't believe in yourself, it will be hard for others to believe in you. You can make of your life anything you wish. Create your own life and then go out and live it with absolutely no regrets.
Most importantly, if you love someone tell them, for you never know what tomorrow may have in store. And learn a lesson in life each day you live.
6:12 PM ♥
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
Nights like this I just feel like tearing my notes, throw the pieces in the air, and head to bed to sleep.
Perseverence shall pull me through!
I cannot believe it is mid-sem already. (Soon enough I'll type in a post saying I can't believe the year has come to an end, mark my words.)
Time grew wings.
10:16 PM ♥
Monday, September 15, 2008
LOOK UP
Faith, looks up
10:20 PM ♥
Sunday, September 14, 2008
ReplayDetails in the fabric is constantly on replay on all my playlists for the past 3 days.
and I came across a quote which I personally agree to:
"Shopping is cheaper than seeing a Psychiatrist"
Ha Ha Ha..
Anyway, I hope my dear boy will feel better much sooner. It's heartbreaking hearing you like that.... with nothing I can do to make things better or even to make you feel any bit better. Smile once more, sweetheart.. I hope I can see you soon...
everything will be fine, everything...
1:24 AM ♥
Thursday, September 11, 2008
Subway was yummy today. I love love subway. The only thing which lacked was the chocolate chip cookie. Nothing can quite replace that cookie. ha ha.
A storm stirred inside of me last night.
And today I realised..
It's been a while, since I had a long stretch of quiet time with God. And it suddenly dawned on me, how much I've turned away from Him.
How I'm constantly being called and loved, but yet i refuse.
I wanted to be left alone, I wanted to walk by myself..
Still He takes care of me, and never gave up.
Its time to rely on my Father in heaven. To give Him all my burdens and untangle every knot together.
Devotion resumes tonight, pronto.
10:43 PM ♥
i should stop shopping online.
BUT IT'S REALLY ADDICTIVE!!! NOT TO MENTION THERAPEUTIC.
now i cant wait for everything to arrive.
old navy slippers, blazers, and mineral makeup!
7:19 PM ♥
SING
I'll Worship at Your Throne
Whisper my own love song
With all my heart I'll sing
For You my Dad and King
12:12 AM ♥
Sunday, September 7, 2008
Three words, eight lettersSay it & I'm yours.
5:44 PM ♥
Saturday, September 6, 2008
zomggggosh
GOSSIP GIRL IS BACK
I'm thrilled :)
eyecandies, gorgeous dresses, witty statements, lifes of the rich and bitchy.
I just loveeee this series. Now I've got something to look forward to every week. ha ha.
Gee man I just remembered how GG pulled me through my exam period last sem.
It shall do the job once more.
;)
11:41 PM ♥
Friday, September 5, 2008
Details in the FabricCalm down
Deep breaths
And get yourself dressed instead
Of running around
And pulling all your threads saying
Breaking yourself up
If it's a broken part, replace it
But, if it's a broken heart then brace it
If it's a broken heart then face it
And hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way
Hold your own
Know your own name
And go your own way
And everything will be fine
Everything will be fine
Hang on
Help is on the way
Stay strong
I'm doing everything
Hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way
Hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way
And everything, everything will be fine
Everything
Are the details in the fabric
Are the things that make you panic
Are your thoughts results of static cling?
Are the things that make you blow
Hell, no reason, go on and scream
If you're shocked it's just the fault
Of faulty manufacturing.
Yeah everything will be fine
Everything in no time at all
Everything
Hold your own
And know your name
And go your own way
Are the details in the fabric
Are the things that make you panic
Are your thoughts results of static cling?
Are the details in the fabric
Are the things that make you panic
Is it Mother Nature's sewing machine?
Are the things that make you blow
Hell no reason go on and scream
If you're shocked it's just the fault
Of faulty manufacturing
Everything will be fine
Everything in no time at all
Hearts will hold
10:50 PM ♥
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
Sometimes I worry about my career after I'm done with Uni education.
I wonder if I'm gonna be some audit partner somehow, or a banker, or a CEO, or a secretary...
But at the end I think I just want to be a pretty housewife and mother of 3 kids.
Deco the house and buy pretty clothes for my kids and cook junk food for my family and read bed time stories to my kids.
hahah.
That's kinda how I see myself... not so much on the corporate side.
Ah well, I guess only time will tell.
Goodnight all, sweet caramel dreams.
12:16 AM ♥
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
Memories xxRemember the first mother's day card you made?
Remember the birthday parties you had in kindergarden?
Remember going to church with your family, and then walk to amk central for lunch every single sunday?
Remember getting 100 for math?
Remember the barbie doll your first best friend got you?
Remember cycling on that 4-wheeled pink bike?
Remember watching sesame street while on the phone with your best friend?
Remember getting asthma so many times and the smelly chinese medicine your mother forced down your throat?
Remember getting admitted to ttsh and sobbing through the night because you felt scared and alone?
Remember wanting so badly to get into rgs?
Remember being happy when you found 4 pretty friends to form a clique?
Remember mirc and feeling shy making friends with boys?
Remember the funfair at st michaels primary school?
Remember the barker funfair days with the clique?
Remember your nokia3310 and the unlimited sms from greencard?
Remember emailing in class before assemblies?
Remember getting a heart-bottled filled with hearts?
Remember how you first fell in love?
Remember how your heart first broke?
Remember being sent home for the first time by an acquaintance on valentines day with a tearstained face?
Remember wanting to study law cos you were inspired by elle woods?
Remember harsh words coming out from your parents?
Remember tearing when you realise your sister's no longer gonna be at home after the wedding dinner?
Remember the macs opp st nicks and the neoprint maching along that stretch of shops?
Remember looking like a runaway bride during prom night?
Remember cutting your own hair so hediously that you refused to go out for a few days?
...
The list never ends.
Memories keep adding on each day, sad happy angry funny disappointed, i remember them all.
Memories so precious, yet some so painful.. still remain one of the most beautiful things ever in life.
11:33 PM ♥