Thursday, October 29, 2009
Trust?I just don't understand why.
Makes me wonder.
4:08 PM ♥
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Crash, and burn.so many things to do, i think i've lost count.
dont know how im gona do it but im just gona do it.
YES I CANNNN!!
1:05 AM ♥
Sunday, October 25, 2009
Veggie Cartoon
aww so cute. veggie singing a song. hahahahah
in my bed so quietly, i rest knowing, God loves me.
12:00 AM ♥
Saturday, October 24, 2009
LateWow, everytime when the night gets real late, i end up digging up my old entries and old blogs to have a peek.
Reminders of how I used to be. I get mixed feelings each time - excited, sad, bitter, sweet, young, anxious, stupid, senseless, emotional.
Life has indeed changed as Ive grown. I suppose we learn, and we become a little bit more stable, alittle bit rougher, and a little bit numb-er(?)..
Im convinced that fairy tales remain as fairy tales, and we have to work hard for the happy endings we want. No fairy godmothers to give any fairydust or wings to fly. No prince to awake you from that poison apple.
So in such a hard life we're living, what we really need is genuine people who care. And of cos the faith that God will be watching over us. And believing in the good in everyone...
Now i'm just wishing to be lying under the velvet sky lined with stars. Amazing sight it'd be but impossible in Singapore, sadly. Or sitting on a rock listening to waves crash and just listening to your hearts' beat.
2:09 AM ♥
Friday, October 23, 2009
Hurt LockerOh sidenote, i watched the Hurt Locker today.
Quite a good film, and i'm not one who really like war movies, but this one depicts smth that is so current and real... I still dont understand how people can be suicide bomberz or why they wana harm their own people...
And it's quite unbelievable actually, that life seems so peaceful, but somewhere out there, a war is happening and people are dying every single day.
Life is so precious. Please treasure it and LIVE it.
1:17 AM ♥
I need a sticker album
Just when i wanted to paste stickers in my sticker album to destress for a bit, i realised my sticker albums are currently full.
Note to self: buy a sticker album soon.
Note to friends: u can buy me one too. or stickers will do too, thanks :) i like hello kitty, my melody, sesame street, princesses kind. or any cute ones, poppy kind or furry kind - i love all the same.
Anyway, it's crunch time soon. Projects reports final tests papers presentations.
BUT BUT BUT One more month and I'm doneee! for this year at least.
And job hunting is so dreary and bleak :( i feel so unwanted and stupid but wells i WILL make it big someday. how? i dont know. oh well time will tell i suppose. i really dont like having to prove my worth by filling up forms, going for interviews and presenting a case. And would you hire me if i told you who i really am? (not that im a terrible person really) But seriously, how many people are 100% honest during interviews? Arent we all trained to present our best and give 'model' answers? What an ironic world we are in. A world of beautifully crafted lies?
Shrugs.
Wish i could go to bed now but i dont think i should.
12:48 AM ♥
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
BecauseThere is no mistake so painful that love cannot forgive, no past so bitter that love cannot accept, and no love so little that we cannot start all over with.
7:35 PM ♥
Sunday, October 18, 2009
changed of plans in the end. keeping my fingers crossed! xx
and i so need to start on my corporate finance tutorial. :((
4:11 PM ♥
Thursday, October 15, 2009
Raindrops and pink kitties.i conclude that everyone (i do mean everyone) think they are the best in doing whatever they do, and think they're busier than anybody else.
i am usually nice and friendly and well more towards a high context culture, saving faces etc.
but sometimes i really really wish to strip all that and just spill my thoughts straight at everyone.
but then, there are things at stake, like friendships.
so im back where i started. i can only quietly do all that i can cos ive got no choice and i want things to move. and complain like shit here.
i would like to see the end of the rainbow.
i'm wishing for a period of peace but that wouldnt come until december.
1:15 AM ♥
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
ScreeningsSo eggggciting i now know a very good site that plays so many videos in very good quality!
am so happy. i just love to snuggle under my covers and watch shows. if only i can do that all day long.
and guess what, this site has walt disney classics like snow white & pinochio even! i want to watch!
but now i need to sleep first. night!
1:23 AM ♥
Friday, October 9, 2009
BLA !>.< !!
now i know what emotion this emoticon evokes. i totally feel it.
i'm really getting worse and worse at this activity called mugging.
11:36 PM ♥
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
What mattersa line from a favorite tv series, emphasized by a classmate today
"there are only three things that matter in life. money. the pleasures that money bring. and you."
the truth in this? shrugs.
anyway, i always feel tinges of jealous and envy of the rich classmates i'm sandwiched between in today's class. Especially when they talk about $2k plus YSL & Balenciaga bags, Porches, Manolo heels and houses with big enough parking space for 5 cars. -_-
oh well oh well. shall do no further elaboration.
just take comfort that my life is pretty much happy and perfect and blessed.
and it helps knowing that somebody loves me =)
anyway, i took super long to fall asleep last night. i guess it was due to the excitement in me with respect to a upcoming mini business venture which will fall in place soon. i hope all works out great and this will last longer than we expect.
watch out for the cosmicpop.
12:06 AM ♥
Sunday, October 4, 2009
love.am feeling much better now.
God really listens, and answers.
i had so much on my mind a while ago, before i went to church for the Eucharist.
i had doubts about some things, and i was seeking an answer about love.
i was wondering if i was wrong to think the way i did...
and this week's readings are about love and relationship between man & woman.
and the homily was about loving a person. though more so in a marriage, but the message was clear.
i knew exactly how i should love. i knew all along actually, just that sometimes i expect too much i guess.. and having expectations isnt exactly love anymore.
like what fr said. this woman bought 2 muffins for her husband and brought to his office n all. but the man did not show much appreciation, and the woman got upset. and then fr asked her, who asked u to buy the muffins? she said, nobody. then he asked her, then why did u buy them? she said, i wanted to show him love! and fr said, if the act was really out of love, why did u have to care if he appreciates it?
just makes sense to me. but sometimes it aint easy aye.
we often want affirmation and appreciation.
but well...
so yup i felt so much better after mass and it just amazes me. God never fails. :) beams.
how to love?
read1cor23:13 (ithink) haha
9:00 PM ♥
: /
hate whats on my mind
4:19 PM ♥
Thursday, October 1, 2009
queen. not.
wish i could feel as fabulous as she looks. the only consolation? the week is coming to an end soon.
9:36 PM ♥