Saturday, May 31, 2008

Shopping for labels, shopping for love
Manolo and Louis, it’s all I’m thinking of
Shopping for labels, shopping for love

I already know what my addiction is
I be looking for labels, I ain’t looking for love
I shop for purses while I walk out the door
Don’t cry, buy a bag and then get over it
And, I’m not concerned with all the politics
It’s a lot of men I know I could find another one
Oughta know that I’m always happy when I walk out the store, store

I’m guessing Supercalifragi-sexy, nothing to be playing with
I love him, hate him, kiss him, just I’m trying to walk a mile in my kicks

Love’s like a runway but which one do I love more
No emotional baggage, just replace it with Dior
Love’s like a runway, so what’s all the fussing for
Let’s stop chasing them boys and shop some more

I know I might come off as negative
I be looking for labels, I ain’t looking for love
Relationships are often so hard to tame
A Prada dress has never broken my heart before
And, I’mma do the damn thing, watch me do the damn thing
Cause I know that my credit card will help me put out the flames

I’m guessing Supercalifragi-sexy, nothing to be playing with
I love him, hate him, kiss him, just I’m trying to walk a mile in my kicks

Love’s like a runway but which one do I love more
No emotional baggage, just replace it with Dior
Love’s like a runway, so what’s all the fussing for
Let’s stop chasing them boys and shop some more

Gucci, Fendi, Prada purses, purchasing them finer things
Men they come a dime a dozen, just give me them diamond rings
I’m into a lot of bling, Cadallic, Chanel and Coach
Fellas boast but they can’t really handle my female approach
Buying things is hard to say
Rocking Christian Audigier, Manolo, Polo, taking photos in my Cartier
So we can’t go all the way, I know you might hate it but
I’m a shop for labels while them ladies lay and wait for love

Love’s like a runway but which one do I love more
No emotional baggage, just replace it with Dior
Love’s like a runway, so what’s all the fussing for
Let’s stop chasing them boys and shop some more

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Super cute song. Oh, the superficial. ;)

5:31 PM ♥

Thursday, May 29, 2008

ANG AMANDA

HAPPY TWENTY-FIRST WOMAN!

8 years of friendship & counting. Yes YOU're OLD already.

Girl, you're always willing to go crazy with me & do really stupid things which the rest would laugh at. You'd go silly with me and actually I think even crazier than me :D

Thank you for being you.

I ♥ YOU

11:53 PM ♥

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

forever twenty one is beckoning.
(i'm confused as to put a smiley face or a sad face)

11:22 PM ♥

Sunday, May 25, 2008

I'd fun at camp, which was much expected. But also I learnt SO much, my eyes are 3/4 opened now (they used to be only 1/4 opened? or opened at wrong times). So yes I need to stop being blind. Blind to myself. Failing to see the goodness in myself, failing to recognise the weaknesses as well. And slowly answer a question I believe many would not be able to answer: Who am I? (minus my parents, family, friends, results, school, work... etc) WHO AM I EXACTLY?!

Looks like such a simple question, yet it's really far from simple. It is a really really deep question which requires an honest answer from myself.
Of cos only after much reflection, much thinking, and much observing.

Being good is one thing, doing good is another. And doing good is not so easy ainit? Temptations, insecurity, fear...
All these rubbish feelings, draws me further, keeps me from falling in love. With THE #1 LOVER. It's so easy to forget His presence, His unconditional love, His sacrifices, His friendship. Instead, I end up lost. Seeking friendships with pseudo friends (those who pop smses once in a million years to say they miss me, meet up soon but never plan a single thing), and BLIND to those who were ALWAYS there. Why did I want SO MANY 'friends' when I had a few whom I know I could trust with my life. Stupid me, what a fool I was. What a waste of time. Thank God I see it now. And I'm just so sure I'd treasure those who really treasure me.

Thank you. For loving me despite who I am.

Not just when I look pretty, or only when I feel nice and be nice.
But when I'm stripped off my makeup, when I crack stupid jokes or say really dumb n bimbotic stuff, when I cry and feel really horrible, when I'm whiny, when I pronounce words wrongly, when I'm mean, when I'm selfish, when I'm demanding, when I dont love.

Yet, you love :)
WAHHH feel blessed already.
But shit man, so easy to take things for granted.
i'll try. Please dont take me for granted too pls.

Anyway, think I went off-track. Main point is that.. i'm slowly discovering myself. Changing to be better, and perhaps making it easier for others to see me for me. Cos I know I don't portray myself as a whole. I've never liked people to see my bad side. I always want to be known in a good way, well who doesnt? But i guess, then it's not really who I really am ainit? Good or no good, I'm me what.

Okayyy I shall just stop going on n on n on...
Finally a good night's rest tonite on my comfy bed with my little toys around me haha. And I wont be freezing through the night.

GOOD NIGHT DARLINGS!

10:20 PM ♥

SWEETEST & CUTEST, EVER

If I was a flower growing wild and free
All I'd want is you to be my sweet honey bee
And if I was a tree growing tall and green
All I'd want is you to shade me and be my leaves

All I want is you, will you be my bride
Take me by the hand and stand by my side
All I want is you, will you stay with me
Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea

If you were a river in the mountains tall
The rumble of your water would be my call
If you were the winter, I know I'd be the snow
Just as long as you were with me when the cold winds blow

All I want is you, will you be my bride
Take me by the hand and stand by my side
All I want is you, will you stay with me
Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea

If you were a wink, I'd be a nod
If you were a seed, well I'd be a pod
If you were the floor, I'd wanna be the rug
And if you were a kiss, I know I'd be a hug

All I want is you, will you be my bride
Take me by the hand and stand by my side
All I want is you, will you stay with me
Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.

If you were the wood, I'd be the fire.
If you were the love, I'd be the desire
If you were a castle, I'd be your moat
And if you were an ocean, I'd learn to float

All I want is you, will you be my bride
Take me by the hand and stand by my side
All I want is you, will you stay with me
Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea

4:42 PM ♥

Friday, May 23, 2008

Took MC today :D

Catching a show soon, before packing for camp for the weekend.

I trust it'd be good :)

11:25 AM ♥

PEEKS A BOO

twenty onee

amanda walks funny (notice 2 hands swinging up, simultaneously?)

11:05 AM ♥

Thursday, May 22, 2008

Hiii, whoever reads this.

Well I seem to be ranting damn alot these days, my blog looks super boring. haha pictures will be up soon. I'm just lazy to upload on Blogger, and a lagging laptop doesnt exactly help improving my patience.

Work still sucks. Sigh I feel so tormented everyday, I count down to 1pm, and then I count down to 530pm. I go work late, and I try to leave on time if possible. What a horrible worker I am.
I want to quit work soon. I need to do other things besides sitting in the stupid dusty office all day.

7:40 PM ♥

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

PRIVATE EMOTIONS

11:05 PM ♥

when troubles melt like lemon drops

wish I could read minds, then maybe I could say things to make you feel better instead oh all bleahs.

wish you could tell me everything. I feel distant sometimes.

just wana rid this feeling of uneasiness within myself, and that feeling of uncertainty within you.

how how? :[

10:37 PM ♥

Sunday, May 18, 2008

treasures

Work started out dreadful, but my boss/lawyer was like on mc for 2 days so it was quite ok. Could knock off at 530pm. So yay to that. Besides that, work is just so monotonous and boring and tiring. I just feel like sleeping the whole day. Andddd I just dont quite like the work culture there. Oh well oh well.

14th May was Eng Hao's birthday! :) Hello happy 21st! hahahaa i know i wished u like damn alot of times alr but one more wont hurt. Though it's like not even the date now anyway. But well. :D It was really nice & fun! Glad that you enjoyed it too :) I really liked the place we went to, which I shall not disclose. Cos it shall remain secluded and less people would go there. Town, vivo, clark quay, sentosa.... all boring and over-rated alr. Of cos the food was quite pricey, but it was really a nice experience. Hope you liked the gifts and 21 little pretty cakes :)

And thenn yesterday and today were damn long days as well, tiring yes, but it was super enriching and exciting. Learnt plenty of stuff, like what's friends defined, love defined, our sins, how to connect with people around us... and many others which I so often take for granted. And i'm genuinely beginning to enjoy spending time with the people in HT. they're all damn funny and sweet. Still a couple whom I still feel a little awkward when talking to them, guess still need some time. But yeah, friendships are definitely in the process, and thats really cool. :)

And back to life outside church, I guess I'm beginning to see who I really count as 'friends'. And to these ppl, whether they know it or not. I really treasure them. And it's not everyone whom i say Hi to, or ppl whom I ask how r u. These people are those I can trust with my life. I can tell them anything and everything. I can be just the way I am, and feel so happy. I guess this is called being at peace with yourself. When i know i have these people i can count on, and love me for who i really am, instead of criticizing me for who i am not; by accepting every bit of me.

So suddenly i feel so blessed. And happy of cos. :)

Its been a really tiring week but its ending off so perfectly.
Loving this. :)

Gonna conc on playing MSN's tic tac poker. It's quite fun hahaha. Niteys dahlings.

12:16 AM ♥

Monday, May 12, 2008

Hiii Society

:)

Damn i miss GG. My favorite high-fashion, high-drama series, ever! I love every bit of the bitchiness, and every inch of the clothes they wear. Not to mention really gorgeous faces.

Well, work starts tomorrow. Boring office life is back to haunt me. & now I need to find people working at Raffles Place to have lunch with me! Cos I really dread lunching alone. Sigh. I shall find some really ulu kopitiam or foodcourt & eat by myself. Hurry eat and then go shopping alone. haha

Caught some sun & swam a bit today! Yet another nice afternoon. Took stupid ID photo which kinda sucked. I looked damn liveless and ugly :( Stupid eyebags, stupid hair. Ughh

Okay there's nothing else I wana blog about for now. I'm bored. It's dinner time, I hope popo cooked yummy dinner.

Outta here. xoxo

7:13 PM ♥

Saturday, May 10, 2008

it was bye bye to the above....

& hello to summer!!

met joyce for a gymming session. burnt 250 calories (hahaha), and probably ate back more calories already.
happy funny chit chats & then met qianyi for haircut, which was quite a rip-off. omg i'm broke :(

& heres my kinda new look. i hope i dont look too weird. the bitchy auntie who cut my hair was damn annoying. zzzz.
GROW HAIR GROW !

i hope i get employed soon somehow, i need the cash for so many things before my account runs dry.

10:57 PM ♥

Thursday, May 1, 2008

plans

THINGS TO DO AFTER 7th MAY (!!!):
1) cut hair
2) facial
3) go swim / run
4) go sentosa suntan
5) work & earn muni
6) sleepovers
7) birthday celebrations!
8) mahjong
9) dancing
10) shopping
11) catching up
12) sell clothes
13) read bible
14) perth?!
15) being happyyy :D

4:43 PM ♥