Tuesday, January 27, 2009
CNY Day 2
this silly poots made me smile on cny more than i usually do.
=)
so adorably cute please. and his smile is ever so funny and goofy! hahahaha. awwww.
nicer pictures are in my sis camera. my cam and phone sucks, they only take pixelated and blur pics! haha.
i miss this silly greedy ethan boy.
11:12 PM ♥
GONG HEI FATT CHOYY
the cheena new year is here !
time to collect angbaos and grow fat.
if i dont start starving SOON i'd be grossly obese in a matter of weeks.
there was a solar eclipse today... as to what significance it holds.. heh.
well anyway i was just recalling back the year 2008.
and the happiest day i had was 20.08.2008.
for many different reasons it was so. (i turned 21, i had all my fav presents and cake, the moon was round, and feeling the love from the ones i love)
pray for more lovely days this year, and blessings abundant!
and a more peaceful and happier earth please..
Happy Chinese New Year, friends!
12:18 AM ♥
Saturday, January 24, 2009
CNY is coming !
and 3 more working days to end of internship !
been too lazy to type here these days. and partly cos my days are not so exciting like rollercoaster rides. no more emotional up side downs. :)
internship is coming to an end. and i think audit is not quite my cuppa tea.
wonder what AUDIT means?
well for first two years,
All
U
Do
Is
Tick
and when you're finally a manager,
All
U
Do
Is
Tidy
hahahaha. my senior told me this today, and i was pretty amused. well basically auditors are almost superhumans, they dont sleep, they dont eat and all they do is work work work and upload their work. and im simply not that kind with such extreme endurance level.
so yeah unlesssss im really really left with no choice, then no choice la. but for now, my options are open. i need a job that i really like and allows me to live a life of my own other than work.
and for the next four days, i'm gonna grow fat on bakguas, pineapple tarts, loveletters and kuehbankit!
and yes, still praying very very hard that i wont be poxed at all.
Good night all, know that you're loved :)
12:31 AM ♥
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
Pet Society Lovin'
meet dumbdumb & jabo hahajust thought that these were very cute :) love the outfits and yes we can all read the words too.
no prizes for guessing who's who! :))
10:49 PM ♥
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
=(im feeling so upset!
my sup told me in the morning that she broke out in chicken pox today... and her doc told her that she might have been infectious for the past couple of days. guess what i shared a cab with her ystd and sat in aircon room with her for a few hours. and i have not got chicken pox before!
ugh.
so being the kan chiong spider me, i went to a clinic in jurong point (nearest to tuas) during lunch for a vaccination, though i dont even know if it'd still take effect. the 'nurse' said i had to see the doctor cos ive nv been there and he needs to check if im fine for the vaccine, but guess what i went in and in less than 3 min he brought me out to the nurse asking her to give me a jab. wth? he dint even check if i had fever or flu or whatever la!! and the bill came up to $125, $25 for consultation. WHAT CONSULTATION?!! and the doc wasnt even sure when i asked him if the vaccination would work or not. grrowls.
so yeah i wont know if one day i'll break out in spots or not cos incubation period is for 2 weeks. sigh and its upsetting cos then i cant go visit ethan.. and i think eh also scared to meet me already. sigh!! :((
so now im alone in client's with really no mood to work at all. 3 more hours to kill. argh!
2:31 PM ♥
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
i cant help feeling a tinge of disappointment.
have i been expecting too much?
i just want to feel #1.
10:51 PM ♥
Sunday, January 4, 2009
Reasons
this is why i'm broke
this is why i'm fat
this is why i smile:]
2:11 AM ♥
Thursday, January 1, 2009
Hello Twenty Zero NineFirst day of the year 2009.
2008 has gone by, just like that! I'd just read my entry on 31 December 2007, a year back. and that seemed like i just wrote it... hahahaha, ah time really really flies.
okay, so let me recap abit on how this year had went.
A year when i'd turned 21, and yes i do feel a little old now but never to old to do stupid and fun things of cos! well this year i thought alot about friendship. old friends, new friends... some friendships came as a surprise to me (for e.g. the team bintan haha), and some disappointed me too many times i really decided to let go. i guess we'd all be happier this way. :) and some friendships i know i will hold close to me for as long as possible (e.g. freaks)
This year there was an addition to the family, my nephew Ethan whos the cutest baby to me. He brings such joy to the family, i just cant take my eyes off him whenever he's around. Love him to bitttts! This addition drew the family closer, and made us all smile alot more and scold each other less.
Relationship with my fav boy has improved this year i suppose. We managed to talk out some issues more rationally and open up to each other more which is awesome. Mutual understanding and honesty are very important to me and im really happy that we've been working on it. Thank you for making me feel happy and loved almost every day. haha try to make it everyday this year! hehe
School and career related decisions have been quite taxing and stressful but i'm thankful for the many blessings the past sem and everything seem to be going great so far. i still have my decisions to make, but at least ive got a year or 2 to think before really deciding which path to take.
I'd been on a self discovery trip last year too. Each year i get to know myself better, and strive to be an even better person each day. But yes i'm still lazy, always late and fatter than ever. Hopefully those will all change for the better this year.
It'd been a really good year. every year's good, no matter how bitter or sweet it was. 2008 was pretty much sweeter than chocolate and i wish 2009 would be filled with lotsa blessings and love, that it'd be fluffy and nice like marshmellows!
Happy new year dear dear friends!
With love,
carlyn
10:45 PM ♥