Saturday, March 29, 2008
still feeling disappointed and unhappy, but there's nothing i can do.
i dint keep a puppy or rabbit or hamsters, all i wanted was a pretty tank with fishes and that would not stink or drop fur or shit all over the house. but apparently the need for electricity for a filter & pump would very likely result in a fire cos of 'over-heating'.
nice reasoning, mother.
yeah she said when i get married and have my own house i can keep eveything i want. u bet i would. i would have 2 dogs, a rabbit, and some fishes. and maybe more.
but right now all i wanted was some companions with me at home. guess thats impossible.
the only companions she wants me to have are my books, homework, bla bla bla.
screw this paper chase. i'm just so tired of trying my best already, cos whats the point?
i might have lost much motivation now.
1:07 AM ♥