Monday, June 30, 2008
It's my post no. 101 !
Well today was nice & slack. Caught the finals for UEFA cup, and my handsome Spainish boys bagged the trophy! Ole to that! :D
So yeah I jus ate, lazed and napped. And we played a bit of the comp mahjong game..
Made me feel kinda a bit like the old days.. But somehow that brought me some insecurity.
Why? I dont know. I know i really should move on from what had happened a year and half ago. In fact, I thought I already did. But perhaps not 100% yet i guess. Somehow I know I'm holding back sometimes... I still feel scared to trust.
But I'm really happy most of the days. But sometimes the happier I feel, the more fear there is in me. And many times I wonder,
how do you feel?
Shit do i sound like some emo drag today. I'm not one really. But just some thoughts which passed my mind today. And a little worried, thats all. Guess I just need more reassurance.
And yup the power of prayer!
6:20 PM ♥