Saturday, July 5, 2008
Please do something soon...
I really cant wait forever and leave things hanging.
I don't want to assume anything, anymore.
Please let me know, what I should and need to know, be it good or bad.
It was like #2 hitting me this evening. But well its not smth unfamiliar, just that I still pretty damn hate this pang right through my heart. Once again. Once again. I knew, i knew i knew it.
Shit i totally hate this vulnerable side of me. TOTALLY. helps.
What false fronts i had to put on today. Wheres the me i thought i'd found..?
I never knewI never knew that everything was falling throughThat everyone I knew was waiting on a cueTo turn and run when all I needed was the truthBut that's how it's got to beIt's coming down to nothing more than apathyI'd rather run the other way than stay and seeThe smoke and who's still standing when it clears
12:24 AM ♥