Wednesday, July 30, 2008
puiiii
everyones pissing me off one by one.
i hope tmr will be good.
im scared. of god knows what. why am i so dumb. x(
looking forward to fri night. meeting. and then going to sisters house to stay a night.
seeing baby E can melt my troubles and get my mind off everything.
i need a baby. hurhurhur.
ok im kidding. i cant have a baby. not at this age.
but well i really totally love babies and toddlers.
at least they're innocent, sweet, and cute. not manipulative like us grownups.
they're so simple minded... hungry-cry. urine-cry. uncomfortable-cry. hahaha. yes, irritating, but so straightforward and easy to understand...
not like when we grow up.. so many times, we say one thing n mean another. our expression shows we're ok when we're actually not... we learn how to put on so many masks over time.
growing up can be quite scary.
im turning 21 in less than a month. sounds exciting, yet freaky.
11:47 PM ♥