Sunday, August 17, 2008
Fallen grace
I've been ranting the entire week cos school has started.
Yes, life's certainly gotta change again. No more late morning brunches, no more just slacking around, no more going anywhere i want to, no more non-stop tv time.
The week has been hard. Amist the strange yet familiar feeling of being back to school, having to form new project groups with strangers, taking weird module about einstein, and cracking my head how to plan my days ahead with the neverending readings.
But well, amazingly, while on the way home a couple of weary nights, i could feel GOD speak to me. N like even the lyrics in the songs i hear in my ipod made sense. Some songs, the words 'relax' struck so much, and another about how 'i need your grace'. Piecing everything together, it's just trusting my beloved lord n savior. Submitting my all to Him and well anyway it's all for His will.
Whether or not i'll be an auditor, accountant, service person, teacher or whatever, only He knows.
So yes, it's really gonna be a shit tough year. But I guess theres really no point complaining at all. (but bear with me when i do cos sometimes i just need to release)
Just gotta grit my teeth and hang on and try as best as i could. So yeah really gonna study bloody hard. Will be so busy and stuff, but priorities ought to be set.
This post is kinda like some wake up call and reminder to myself. So it's quite boring i know. =)
Anyway, been crashing at the lum's the past wk or so. The next few days too. Cos my dear little cousin is having her psle prelims n need stay in tuition aka me. haha. Shes funny n cute though, so it's bearable. But oh shit man some questions are not easy at all! it's like math, i dont know how to solve some without using algebra & simultaneous eqns n such.
Gosh, see how complicated we become now with so much education.
So much so we cant see the simplest things.
Guess its the same as how we often overlook and take for granted so many things in life. The pretty pink flowers, the fluffy white clouds, the sound of crickets...
I should really feel blessed :)
And wed's cominggg
12:52 AM ♥