Thursday, August 6, 2009
what makes you happy ?
today i met with different people.
some, i thought i would have friendships to last my life, but apparently not so.
one whom i love and loves me back, time seems to fly by when i'm next to him.
one who is beginnging to be a friend to me.
and i just ended my day (or night) by watching homevideos of my favorite little baby boy.
i think i'm enlightened somehow, on how to be happy.
somedays i'd think that if i'm very beautiful, hot, rich, powerful, successful etc, i'd be super duper happy. with lotsa guys liking me and many pretty friends and everyone sucking up to me and i can be the envy of all. no doubt that might be true, but there are chances (and chances are high) that such a person would be but an empty shell.
and then i realised that, despite my imperfections now. there are people who still love and care for me. similarly, i do love people who are not exactly perfect in the eyes of this cruel world, but they just are so flawless to me.
bags clothes and shoes do make me happy. but only temporarily. i still have to throw them or sell them sooner or later. or maybe i'd jus chuck them aside one week later.
what really makes me happy, are the little things being done for me and doing things with people i care for. a simple smile and thank you. playing soccer with a tiny ball in your study room. laying alone in my room listening to my fav songs and feeling so at peace with myself. springing a surprise with my fav magazines. eating icecream in the cold winter wind. that innocent laugh. and walking, just walking without really knowing where i am (and not caring) because i know i wont get lost with my arm in yours...
relationships, they are what make
my life worthwhile.
i'm gona continue building on them. so trust me, when i say i love you.
1:28 AM ♥