Saturday, October 24, 2009
Late
Wow, everytime when the night gets real late, i end up digging up my old entries and old blogs to have a peek.
Reminders of how I used to be. I get mixed feelings each time - excited, sad, bitter, sweet, young, anxious, stupid, senseless, emotional.
Life has indeed changed as Ive grown. I suppose we learn, and we become a little bit more stable, alittle bit rougher, and a little bit numb-er(?)..
Im convinced that fairy tales remain as fairy tales, and we have to work hard for the happy endings we want. No fairy godmothers to give any fairydust or wings to fly. No prince to awake you from that poison apple.
So in such a hard life we're living, what we really need is genuine people who care. And of cos the faith that God will be watching over us. And believing in the good in everyone...
Now i'm just wishing to be lying under the velvet sky lined with stars. Amazing sight it'd be but impossible in Singapore, sadly. Or sitting on a rock listening to waves crash and just listening to your hearts' beat.
2:09 AM ♥