Tuesday, March 1, 2011
it was a sweet evening. even long bus rides can be enjoyable with the right person. thank you my dear for accompanying me back. you dont know how much that means to me C:
and well lately ive been thinking. about how friendships have been affecting me. how hard it is to maintain old friendships while forming new ones. and also the realisation of some who were but frivolous people to have fun with but never really cared about how I was. yet I keep trying to reach out to them, I wonder why really. I guess I have the answer, I just find it so hard to let go. It hurts to see people move on. New people and happenings in their lifes which I dont know about... I stop to think if it's me who failed as a friend, maybe I din't care enough then too. But it takes 2 hands to clap, right? So for now, I shall learn to let go. And start realising who are the ones to keep. I've got a few names in my mind now, some have been long time friends, and some whom I've only recently got to know. I hope I'll keep you, and you'll keep me too.
Okay enough verbal vomit today. before I get somewhat emotional.
But well, I'm feeling happy now, and at peace with myself. Guess that's most important.
Looking forward to lunch tmr! C:
11:07 PM ♥